Dominant Is Necessary - 1

I felt my heartbeat in my throat. Did I really want this? I asked myself. If I rang the doorbell, I couldn't go back. I was hesitant, but I decided to call anyway.

I am a bicurious man and have made an appointment with a dominant top via BullChat. I identify as straight, but actually I'm 80% into straight porn and chatting on BullChat etc.

I made an appointment with a dominant man on purpose. Every time I made an appointment for my first virginity I backed out at the last minute. A dominant man could push me just over the edge. I reasoned.

The name of the top with whom I have concluded is Tom. I had been honest about my situation. A bottom with a virgin ass, who really wants to be initiated, but actually doesn't dare. Tom had only one demand; making sure I'm completely flushed.

Tom had said he knew what to do with that. When Tom opened the door for me. I was quite impressed. Tom was a head taller than me and had an older face. I estimate he was in his early 40s.

He greeted me with a half hug and told me to come in. As if in a daze, I immediately walked inside. Tom invited me to his living room. Tom asked if I wanted a drink. I politely thanked him and sat down on his couch.

Tom asked "are you up for it?". I said "I'm not sure, maybe this is a mistake". "You know where to find BullChat, you came here. This isn't a mistake. You're here because you're gay. There's nothing wrong with that, but it would be a shame if your man pussy went unused." argued Tom.

I didn't really know what to say to that. Tom was absolutely right. "I don't want this" I lied. "It's better if I go home," I said, standing up. Tom stopped me with his strong arm and said "stay put for a while". He turned on the TV and put on an amateur porn movie. Three men in balaclavas stood around a bound boy. The men took out their cocks and took turns sucking the boy's cock. "What do you think of this?" Tom asked who clearly saw that I found this hot.

"That makes me horny" I answered honestly. "Just sit back and enjoy the movie" Tom replied. While we were watching the movie, my cock got rock hard. I felt really horny. The men on screen were done with being sucked. The first was lubricating his nice big cock. As the man on screen put his cock in front of the boy's star, Tom said proudly "see that man? That's me".

"Don't you believe me? I'll show you" said Tom. Tom pulled down his sweatpants and an erect 19cm cock emerged. I was clearly impressed and Tom came a little closer. "Grab him" said Tom, guiding my hand to his cock. He looked at me intently and began to move my arm back and forth.

This was the first cock apart from my own cock that I was holding. He was a lot bigger than mine. I couldn't take my eyes off his big cock. Yet I felt insecure. So I made up an excuse "I left something in the car" I lied. As I said that, I let go of his cock and stood up. Tom also got up and pushed me against the wall.

"You lie" he said. "Do you always want to remain a fake gay?" He asked. I shook my head no. Then Tom pushed me to my knees and guided my head to his cock. I opened my mouth and welcomed the first few inches of his cock. I started sucking on his cock and tasted his horny. This wasn't that bad. I got hornier and hornier. I started sucking him like I had seen in a porn movie. My head bobbed back and forth as my tongue massaged his head.

Tom groans approvingly and asks "that's not so bad after all". I mumble approvingly (because talking with a cock in your mouth is hard). After a few minutes Tom grabs my head again and pushes his cock deep into my mouth. He picks up the pace and I almost gag.

That is the signal for Tom to stop. "So... he says, can I deflower you?". I'm super horny, but still very doubtful. I say "I don't know, maybe it's better if we do it another time". Tom takes off his clothes, he looks very muscular and has six pack. "Now you" says Tom. I take off my shirt, unzip my pants and let them down. I take off my socks. All this under Tom's approving gaze.

There I am in a slip, which is completely tight because of my boner for a strong unknown man. "Let's see that ass of yours" says Tom. I obey I turn around, I lower my panties, and bend over.

Tom stands up and pushes my buttocks apart. He slides his finger over my sparkler. A shiver runs all over my body. "You're really still a virgin," says Tom. Then he pushes a finger in. I moan with pleasure. "How nice and tight, it would be a shame not to use this." As he says that I feel his binger leave me. I feel something cold being smeared on my sparkler. The finger now slides in without any effort.

Tom pushes me onto the couch and flips me onto my back. As he pushes my legs apart, he comes closer. He pushes my legs back and can reach my star. I mumble "condom" but he pretends not to hear. I'm not going to object, I don't want to.

He puts his cock bare in front of my star and goes inside. I make a cry. "You're a nice slut," says Tom as he goes deeper and deeper into me. Once he's all in, he lets me get used to it.

Then he slowly starts making long strokes. With every stroke I feel a little pain, but it is soon silenced by the horny feeling of being fucked.

I kiss him deeply and pull him into me as deep as possible with every stroke.

After a few minutes he leaves me. He grabs my hand and leads me out of the living room and up the stairs. On the way to his bedroom.

There is a large double bed and a sling. I take place in the sling and Tom helps me with this. There are many mirrors in his bedroom and I see myself hanging there. Like a real slut from a porn movie.

Tom stands on a step, his cock is only half hard. He gives me the command "blowjob slut". Like a slut I obey him, I taste myself. I don't think it's dirty, I just get hornier.

Soon Tom's cock is stiff again. He stands between my legs. The sling put me in a perfect position to get fucked.

With little effort his cock enters my slut body. He makes big strokes, with which I feel his balls hit my body. Now he began to make quick strokes. After 5 minutes I couldn't take it anymore. I started jerking off and came super fast very violently. Tom pushed my cock towards my face. Because of this my whole body was full of cum, two gobs had made it to my face.

Tom took me out of the sling and pushed me onto the bed. "Sit in doggy" he commanded. Tom wiped the cum from my belly and smeared it on his cock. I felt him take place behind me and push his cock into my man pussy.

He grabbed my hips and whispered in my ear "now it's my turn". He started fucking me really hard and after a few minutes he came with some loud moans.

We panted out on the bed. Tom said "if you want to be initiated further, you can come more often"